Truer than True

Through My Eyes
2020-07-28 10:27:55 (UTC)

Scared

I’m scared. My life has changed drastically, I’ve recently started having seizures that I’ve never used to have before and memory problems. The doctors have ran multiple tests and still have not figured out why this is happening. What I’m I going to do? I work in customer service, I take calls over the phone and I provide information to customers. If I’m having memory problems how can I do my job, also the seizures I’m not aware I’m having them. My sister is the one whose noticed I’ve had them, she even noticed I had one when I was on the phone with her. Apparently I was talking to her and stopped, I did notice my phone was on the floor but that’s all I recall. She left work immediately and drove down to where I was and took me to the emergency room. They ran all sorts of test and determined I have Epilepsy, I’ve never had this before in my life but the doctor said it can happen based on a certain age bracket. I’m extremely grateful for my sister for being there for me, my family is extremely small and all we have is each other. I have a son but this knuckle head got into it with his girlfriend and landed himself in jail. I’m so hurt because it just showed me how much I mean to him. If he really loved me he would have thought of me and knew I needed him. He claims we’re going to get through this but at this point I’m only relying on my sister to help me. I’m extremely scared and don’t know what’s going to happen.




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