Emily

Day In the Life of an American Teen
2020-07-26 02:46:10 (UTC)

Ugh

I started my period, but Odin couldn't come pick me up tonight anyway. At least I got my period lol. I asked him what his love language was. My mom was always obsessed with that. "Stop hugging him that's not his love language!"

He said acts of service. How am I supposed to do that. I want to make him happy but I don't know how to do that when we hardly really see each other. Mine's physical touch but I think he doesn't like it. I want to be physically touching him even if we're just talking. I wanna play with his hair or hold him or have my hands on his chest. Something. It's fine if he doesn't like it.

Sam texted me. I told him I had a boyfriend, I've gotta really be loyal this time. He wanted to be friends and asked how I was. I told him how Leo and I were done and I was with this new guy. He said Leo was "so toxic.'
I said, "Well if we're talking toxic let's talk how you totally pressured me into having sex."

"No I didn't but if you wanna think that then whatever." He said.

I started quoting him, "Come on just try it." "Please its okay." "Just try it please I really wanna try it."

He said to leave the past in the past and I said okay. He sent me a pic of him and he's gained some weight.

I fell asleep after work and had a dream Leo called me and I just couldn't resist him. If Leo unblocked me I couldn't not cheat on Odin. He won't ever text me though so it's okay.




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