Do Not Disturb

2020-07-21 02:26:06 (UTC)

Always On My Mind

You know what's great about having off days at work and that you don't have to deal with the bull shitty as people at work that causes drama...??? Is that you can stay at home in your room and just sleep however long you want too. Im so exhausted. I'm so glad I took this weekend off because we will be going to Atlanta for my brother graduation. And yes we will be wearing a mask. I'm so not getting sick. I already put my request in ahead of time in the beginning of July because I will be out of town. I will be having some much fun but safe.

We went to the casino today. They checked temperatures and made sure we have our mask on and that is great. I won me something that I didn't even knew I was gonna win because I'm not a gamble like my mother and my Grandmother. My mother won the jackpot. We were so happy. She played a few back though then we went out of their.

I switched my keyboard theme from Mickey mouse & Minney to sunflower because who doesn't love sunflowers and I've been having a love for sunflowers lately and I don't know why.

Anyways,excited for this weekend can't wait to get out of the city for once just to get out. So, much has been happening. I hope we get to stay till Sunday instead of Saturday.

I've been masturbating but it doesn't feel right when a guy stick his dick inside me. Lol! Like C did the other day when he came over and it felt good. Really good. Haha!!! I know.TMI.

JC texted me on Snapchat. 🙄

I asked him why he hasn't been texting me saying he's been "busy" at work.

How do I know ? I'm not in Mississippi. Then, he said something about my butt and blah, blah, blah and how he misses it. Whatever. 🙄🙄🙄. That's all he cares enough to think about is having sex. I want more. I want a relationship. But I can't always get what I want.

Also, my period hasn't came on and no I'm not pregnant. I don't think. C has been using a condom the entire time. So, it must've been stress from work. Yea. I'm gonna go with that for now. Because I'm not ready. At least not right now. Maybe till I turn 27 or 28 and with somebody special. But I doubt that theirs anyone out their "special" waiting for me.

- A