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Ramblings & RL Stories
Time to b!tch
I ended up telling Indio that his comments and statements are not helping me feel better and suggested another way to approach it.
He apologized and said he would work on it.
We will see how it goes.
Let me clear the air from some responses given to me......
1. NO ONE CAN MAKE ME FEEL ANYTHING
I am in control and responsible for MY own feelings.
I am at fault for feeling like shit, and feeling what I feel, no one else.
2. Do NOT tell me, “YOU NEED HELP”
Hello, I fuking know this, that’s why I do my weekly appointments. I am human, I have good days and bad days like anyone else. Do NOT ever TELL me, I need help. I will not listen. I don’t need you suggesting you are superior than me. You have bad days just as anyone else. We just handle things differently. That is not anything to judge me on, blame me on, say I’m wrong on, etc.
that makes you no different than my abusers.
I am doing what I’ve done for 40 years. I am in the process of changing so back the fuk off. I can not nor will I change overnight.
Now that I’ve cleared that off my chest.
I need a damn nap.
I am exhausted.
Cried this morning.