I’m Lost
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2020-07-01 05:45:41 (UTC)

The beginning

It honestly started before I was born. I was just 11 when my father started getting a little to close. I was so little I didn’t even know what it meant so of course I just went along but as I got older I knew something seemed off. My life has been crazy since and you will know more details later but I’m 16 now and the last 2 years I feel like I have just stopped and I’m reliving the same day over and over again, not physically but mentally. Each day goes the same. I wake up feeling pretty good and throughout the day memories just come to me out of no where and I pretend it doesn’t effect me but by the end of the day I just want to cry for the rest of the day. I just want to scream and have the whole world hear me. I feel like things are only going to get worse and I’ve tried ending things and obviously it never worked out but I am afraid that I will get to the point where I am just done and I’m really ready to be over with. I just feel like no matter how much help I try to get, nothing will ever help me. I am lost.

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