just me

It's a dumb life
2020-06-17 08:46:08 (UTC)

June 17 2020

I woke up fairly early today. I had to ask my mom what time I needed to be home by. I'm going out with my boyfriends today. I'm not sure what we are going to do yet but honestly I don't care. I just love him so much and want to spend all of my time with him.
For a short (more like long I don't know or care) period of time I didn't eat much. I used to hide food around my room so I didn't have to eat. At the end of every week I would throw it away. Apparently during that time I forgot to throw something away and my mom found food in my closet. I don't do that anymore and I actually eat now. But I just want to be skinner. Having people gawk at me and say how skinny I am; it made me happy. Being the skinniest one out of my old friend group, made me proud. I don't know. I want to lose weight, I'll probably skip breakfast and lunch today, not sure.
oo my boyfriend just texted me.
goodbye for now.




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