Emily

Day In the Life of an American Teen
2020-06-16 02:44:16 (UTC)

Leo

I've got this google home thing that I got after paying for Spotify for a year. It's pretty cool. Yesterday, I accidentally said, "Hey Leo." Instead of "Hey Google."

I just got back from going to the gas station with my step dad. I use to ride my bike up all there all the time and buy milds. The guy there think I'm like 19...I'm just glad he didn't say anything to my step dad lol. Nick just bought this new truck. One that he couldn't afford of course, but whatever. He always play some fucking christian music. It makes me feel sick to know that he'll threaten to "break my neck" but connect with "God" like he's some saint. He asks me, "Do you still believe in God." I only ever say yes, but I don't really know. I don't think I believe anything. I'm just here to have a good time. If anyone else asked me if I believed in God, I think that's what I would say. I think that is what Earth about. Just having a good time. Who cares what people do? If they're not harming anyone else, then who gives a shit about what they do?

When we pulled up, I saw these 3 boys outside. Of course one of them had to be Michael. My stomach dropped when I saw his face. He looked at me, I know he recognized me but we don't talk. I can still remember that night so clearly. I wonder if he remembers and realizes he did anything wrong. Really doubtful. This girl comes out and joins them and they walk off. She's so pretty. That's the worse part. I see pretty girls and I automatically think what Leo must think about them. "She's got a nice ass," is what he would say and that's all I can hear. I try not to look, that's disrespectful but all I hear is his voice describing how he would fuck her. I hate him so much.

I wanna curse the shit out of my little brother. It's really fucking hard not to hurt him right now. They fucking crying over fucking fortnite all the fucking time. "No, I wanted that gun." "Stop killing me." I can't fucking stand it. He was balling his eyes out today. So I bought him a new fucking video game. I said, "Here, learn to take breaks form Fortnite."

Now he's crying because I won't buy him a fucking Fortnite fucking cape. Are you fucking kidding me. Are you actually fucking kidding me. A fucking cape. Not a gun, not a cool skin, a motherfucking cape. God I'm going to lose my shit.




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