Do Not Disturb

UnBothered
2020-06-06 21:41:32 (UTC)

Horny Lately

Me and Al masturbated over the phone tonight and I made sure nobody busted in my room. Especially my mother. I was very wet. But all of it felt good and relaxed especially from some of the stress that I've been having lately. I tried masturbating last night but it was no use. Then this white guy name Ryan on Meet me sent me a picture of his long dick. I tried masturbating to that. It didn't really help. He masturbated on his own because that's what he told me. I didn't respond to that. I looked at his left hand with the phone he had a ring on. Didn't know if, he was married or not but then I tried to see if, he had one on his right but he was holding his dick with it and it was a nice size dick too. I don't know I've just been horny a lot lately. I need a guy to fuck. Not just no random guy of coarse. I would with Al but he's complaining about the long distance and how busy he is. Maybe if, I have sex I won't act the way that I'm acting right now which is an emotional mess. Fred won't even answer my text but my phone is off again even though I payed it last month. Well, I lied my mother did... Three times but that was before I didn't have a job. Now I have a job and I can pay my own phone bill. Maybe I'll get my check this week and I'll be able to put it on the card that they gave me. I couldn't activate it on the phone or online. Maybe it's already activated and I didn't even notice. I don't know. I'll ask my manager tomorrow when I go to work at 2 to whatever time I get off. Probably eight or ten like normal time.

I hope I don't see Ivan tomorrow but then again I wanna see him tomorrow. But its hard knowing has a girlfriend and with a baby on the way and a soon to be dad and I had to hear it from someone else over the conversation they had. Its not like he notices me anyways. We only talked once and that was that and it was over nothing but work. And if, I tell him that I like him now it'll cause a lot of drama and tension. Maybe I could ask my manager can I do morning shift instead of night but then again she needs me night. I don't know.

Ughhhh!!!

I'll tell you about it all tomorrow.

- A


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