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Yesterday's MOMENTS
2020-06-03 18:19:39 (UTC)

Clouds

It has been a while since my last entry. Although months have passed, time seems to be moving constantly, like when you look at clouds and they seem so slow without movement. It seems like they will never move but they are continuing to move away. I think time is very similar concept. I was stressed for school, then when I finally got a break, it is like I can see more than just numbers on a clock. Either way the world has been very chaotic, but mine seems more peaceful than it ever has. I watch sunrise high in the sky and then see it settle down by the horizon. Maybe because I am running away from everything going on the world, but I seem to have all the time of the day, 24 hours. If it was the old me, I would have reached people to talk to, but the more I grow, the more I realize that momentary support of people doesn't replace the loneliness, so I spent many of the free hours alone. It is fine though, some moment I feel this overwhelmingly emotion of sadness, but I think it is fine. I accept it, I accept that being alone is OK, It is fine. Although it is hard, like the clouds it will pass by.




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