Do Not Disturb

2020-06-03 04:16:16 (UTC)

Use To It

So Al said he wasn't ready for a relationship and that's what he only called me to talk about over the phone through video chat face to face. I admit hurts like hell. And then he got me believing that he maybe " love me" is the most obscured thing I've ever heard. Don't say you love me and not mean it. And then I asked him will we be able to still talk as friends I don't know if, he read that part or not. Its whatever though. I unfriended him from snapchat because he just kept reading my messages after that. I don't think I'll ever be ready goforr a relationship because I'll just get hurt all over again. We weren't in a relationship more like him leading me on kind of thing. I hate that I keep putting myself through this every time that I like a guy and they either not ready for a relationship, has a girlfriend, doesn't like me, doesn't care enough to text me, ect.... But at least something good happened to me today. Its not fun being rejected so many timed and heart broken.

- A

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