Broken Glass Park
What I Have To Do Daily (At Work)
[Written May 14th, Thursday]
It's so difficult to be content with staying in my mind. I can amuse and distract myself. I can mentally escape my lonely reality. But, I can only do these things so much. To have to constantly do it all day, every day is too much. It's torture being at work, for this reason alone, but it's also torture being alone all weekend. My life is constant torture. I honestly feel like I'm in hell.