CharlieF55

The 55 Vibe & Still Alive
2020-05-15 17:32:44 (UTC)

Friday, Fine Weather, And Frisky!!

It's absolutely gorgeous here today!
I did some yard work yesterday but the hubby kept his shirt on (woe is me) but today I might get a chance. My thrill of the prospect seems a bit on the pathetic side. I really need to actively seek more frisky moments. Of course I have to consider safety of my health and currently close proximity to others isn't a good idea. So, I am feeling good anyway and recalling moments from my younger years, of which there are many.
Growing up with my parents there existed a black and white attitude when it came to sex. While they didn't shove their sexuality in my face, they didn't go to great lengths to hide it either. It was often a strange situation. Their parents and extended family on the other hand were quite religious and the sex word was to be spoken of in hushed voices or not at all. My parents, the rebels. So as I aged and my knowledge of sex increased I found their rebellion something to be admired at times. Yet that rebellion kept them from me in other ways which I resented. They were more focused on their own pleasures than me. In the case of my dad, I pretty much lost his time and attention when I went into puberty. I think he was very awkward about it. He was fine with his frank sexuality, but the idea that his daughter would eventually be a sexual creature left him in a difficult place. If he knew that he sometime he and his friends were part of my masturbation fantasies he would have been mortified. That old timey religion rearing it's head again inside him. I loved them all for their good and bad and misguided intentions.
As an older woman I noticed that while I still get aroused, it doesn't always happen when I want it to, as compared to my youth when the slightest word of something sexy could see me to the privacy of my room. Fortunately I don't suffer from vaginal dryness as so many do, and my interest in sex is high. There are days where I really want to feel "it," but it just doesn't happen. Today it's happening effortlessly and it feels great. I'm going to share more in a while.
Yours Truly. Charlie




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