Las Tortugas y Yo
Cherries on top
I have to confess that I get a little scare every time my sugar levels drop the way they do, not because I feel so awful when I have a seizure but because I feel so drowzy after I do, I mean before I could have a low blood sugar and get back on my work asap. but now is like at least a couple of hour have to go by before I can even function correctly. My sister keeps telling me I need to keep a journal on my health problems but I am way past that. I like to take the bull by it's horns the best of my possibilities because I am not getting younger but I like to think I am getting wiser and all be able to make this better for me. I mean if I have had seizures so many times before and yes I know that has affected me in so many ways I still want to think I can have a little control of my life and not let this illness control me, smart choices can make all the difference in the world so, as longest I can breath I know their is hope for me to keep on enjoyed the pleasures of life, such as laughing out loud till your stomach hut's, or having a slice of cheesecake with maraschino cherries on top, or watching a drama movie while eating microwave popcorn and cry because you identify with the characters of the film, dancing a funky song with your kids while their thinking their mother has lost it and see their puzzle faces, read a good book while having some pink zinfandel wine to give you just a little buzz to feel you are part of the story you are reading, or that first jump in the freezing pool water feeling the cold all over your skin waking your subconscious just enough to forget reality. Man all these joy's that make life so beautiful and those brief moments worth while.