Pleasantly Disturbed

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2020-05-12 15:48:20 (UTC)

Why Don't We Turn The Clock To Zero, Honey

I got carried away again like I always do. I enjoyed it. The comedown from the high was inevitable. That part is not as bad as it usually is. The high itself... I don't even know how to describe. It could come back. I still have to get my life together, but I'm so relaxed about everything. I have let everything go. I really dont care. I avoid and ignore stressful thoughts as much as possible and I don't need drugs and/or alcohol to do so. Have also not used religion. I actually view that as a vice/addiction, as well. I might get more into that, some other time.

The downfall of all of this is feeling like I have to be indifferent to my own life. It certainly helps to be, but is it ideal?