andromeda

lmao fuc this
2020-05-07 11:53:49 (UTC)

Sirius

Sirius is the brightest star in the night sky, part of Canis Major. Welcome to Andromeda, a galaxy full of thoughts and stars.

I want a dog so bad, my goodness I miss having a pet. Living at my dad's place means we can't have pets since the family above us doesn't allow it, but man I want a cat and dog again. Currently, my dad and me are planning to ditch Canada, for the record I'm Korean/Mexican, born in Canada. Technically, I have rights to claim citizenship in Mexico and damn do I want to. In Mexico, we have family on my dad's side, they own a property with 5 houses, only 3 of which are occupied. Me and my dad would take the middle most house, we'd have our garden and pets, a workshop for his carpentry and I'd get free university (if I get accepted of course...) Due to Mexico's history with politics, the UNAM is a university that requires you only pay your living quarters and expenses, not things like tuition (as long as you're a Mexican citizen which I would be if I moved to Mexico.)
Its with latest revelation that I realized if I went to university here in Canada, I'd be in debt till I was dead. The art community here is bougie and built on pre-determined status and how much money you can flaunt. As the child to poorer working class family, this city isn't built for us. Its a playground for the rich and privileged. I don't belong in this city anymore, I'll already faced racism and sexism here, classism and I've brought up on colonial-eurocentric ideals and denied the right to form a identity. I mean really, in a predominately white society with very little "actual" acceptance of LGBTQIA people like me, a non-binary asexual panromantic (man thats long :/) and Mexico has LGBTQIA communities, I wouldn't be to out of place. I'd get to learn Spanish and learn about my culture, I'd live with my cousin, uncle and one of my aunts, my grandma too. I'd have a supportive family and even if it doesn't work out there, I have some family up here in the north to come back and fall onto too. I'm not gonna be rich in Mexico, but its not like I've lived with much anyways.
My biggest problem? The sun- no but really, I hate the sun most days. I'm a total shut in, I'm sure I'll get used to it but we'd have to road trip through America to get down, I don't wanna sit in a truck all day in the desert sun... "Never underestimate the ability of the human animal to adapt to its environment." Hideaki Anno, Neon Genesis Evangelion (1995 "Misato Katsuragi")
Man I love Eva. It such a sad and relatable story, the whole religious front it puts up is just for show. It's really sad some times but honest to gods, it truly is a show that touches the heart. I think the first time I watched it, it didn't hurt as much because I didn't put anything into it. But after its release on netflix, I watched it again and I gave it a piece of my heart. And wow did it ever give back.
I'll recommend two things today, Neon Genesis Evangelion and also, More than Human (or TEF as the authour refers to it), a... get ready for it, fanfiction. I kid you not folks, read More than Human, its touching. What a story, it feels weird to recommend a ff about the Powerpuff Girls but it's a wonderful and experience about growing up and dealing with the prospects of responsibility, good and evil, and love. Its still updating (slowly. very slowly.) but its so good, it presents some really spot on experiences with emotion, absolutely heart-wrenching scenes and it doesn't over embellish the story either, its presents itself as real, almost a mirror to our own world, granted with super powered teenagers and monsters...

Well folks, I hope you have a good day, Andromeda will be waiting in the stars, come visit again some time later?




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