Chloris

Pesky Ponderings
2020-05-06 13:39:28 (UTC)

Guilt

Five minutes from now I will have to call my teacher. It's just a regular meeting; we do this weekly, but I still feel a looming dread. For the past week I have felt like shit. I haven't gotten any work done, and it was only today that I finally woke up feeling okay for once.
When it comes to making me do things, I think that the carrot works better than the stick. Naturally, that's what every donkey says, but I feel like I beat myself up enough already. I wish that people would pay more attention to what I do than what I don't.

The meeting is about to start any minute now. I'll continue this entry after it's finished.
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Okay, I might have forgotten that I was right in the middle of writing. The meeting went better than expected. My teacher seemed disappointed, but she didn't complain. So at least there's that. I think that I want to go watch some TV now, but I feel... pretty good? One episode of True Blood, and then I'll continue studying.

See ya around.




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