Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes‚̧ԳŹ
2020-04-24 21:30:44 (UTC)

I felt comforted‚̧

"Whatever you are not changing, you are choosing" ~ Unknown
Good Evening!ūüĆô (Or I guess it's nighttime now lol)

I am not listening to music tonight, shocker I know lol. I am listening to this Youtuber I really like. She's on self-help. I really like her. I am feeling much better now. I think the weather had a lot to do with how I felt yesterday. It was really gloomy and depressing out. Today the sun was shining and it was back in mid-teens (Celcius).

I had a weird experience today. I was meditating in my room. I then did some writing in my personal journal about my thoughts and feelings and in the end, I had asked for a sign to let me know if my thoughts and feeling were the correct ones. If I am on the right path. I finished up and went into the kitchen and made myself a tea and took it to my front deck. As soon as I sat down. Not one but two red cardinals flew in and landed on a branch in the tree in front of me. They both just sat there, looking in my direction. One then flew to the ground and walked about 6 feet in front of me. Looking up at me. It lasted for about a minute then they both flew off. If you know anything about the belief of them amongst the spiritual side. The spiritually sensitive often experience a red cardinal sighting as a message from Spirit, and for good reason. When Spirit wants to attract your attention in a positive way, Spirit will find a way to do so, and quite often, that is through a red cardinal. Some say it's a message from a departed loved one. Letting you know they are there. Other times have to do with renewal, good health, happy relationships, monogamy, and protection. Another consideration might be that Spirit wants you to become more aware of how an element, or elements, are manifesting themselves in your life. There are so many things it could have meant but I truly believe it was meant as confirmation I am on the right path and my thoughts and feelings are right. I felt comforted afterward. It made me smile.

The rest of the day I just fiddled around the house and set up my next grocery delivery. I add to it up until the night before, so it's like an ongoing grocery list haha. Our mayor said our city has done a great job adhering to the social distancing and they now feel we are on the other side of the peak and on the way down. Gosh, I hope so. I miss sooooo many things. I am someone who appreciates everything but even I admit I took for granted the things I could freely do. I won't anymore. I won't wish away one single minute or wait for the clock to move faster. I am going to give out a whole lot of awkward hugs when I can see my family, friends haha. I am also demanding more for my life. I know what I deserve and what I want and I won't settle for half-ass anymore. I will not be taken for granted anymore.

Ok, it's 10:50pm, I babbled enough. I think it is time to turn in. I hope everyone is staying safe!
Goodnight! ‚̧

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