Wr1tt3n0ne

Bunches and bunches
2020-04-19 01:02:36 (UTC)

Never Mattered Much To Me...

Money.

It should be in my blood. Avarice by birth. I come from the most plastic place on Earth, Los Angeles. Such beauty on the surface and so much ugliness underneath it all.

There's times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're
You're something else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better better
Underneath It All
No Doubt
There's times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're
You're something else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better better
You are my real Prince Charmin'
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burnin'
And each time you're around
My body keeps callin
For your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancin'
There's an underside to you
that this here woman that adore
Aside from your temper
Everything is secure
You're good for me, baby
of that, I'm sure
Over and over again
I want more
You've used up all your coupons
And all you've got left is me
And somehow I'm full of forgiveness
I guess it's meant to be... No Doubt, Underneath It All

Coming from a such a place, and that's not all there is but it can be all you can see sometimes, should have made my heart a greedy place. But I have little use for more money, one way or another. So long as I can get by and scrape together some coin to travel here and there, I want for other things.

Growing up with a father who wasn't all that into his workplaces, his vocation, yes, but not his workspaces made me realize that the takeaway lesson was to not need the job. And by extension, the money, so you could be free. Because I value others like myself, everyone I love, I want them to be free as well. I think most of them find this hopelessly, insufferably idealistic. I am serious, though. I have quit jobs because my workplaces were unjust, unfair or abusive. I would always rather be out of work, than be suffering. I know, it's suffering of a different type to not have job security. I have bills and a family now and definitely have kept jobs that I didn't like to continue to provide a stable life.

Overall, I am not attached to the quest for the finer things in life. I am content to taste them here and there and find contentment elsewhere. That is part of the reason I value our time here. I make absolutely nothing off of this. I don't need to nor do I want to monetize what we have. This creativity is found and nurtured in freedom. I'm here writing out of my drive to share and you read me why ever you do. That's not to be cheapened by money nor could it be purchased. If I want to get paid, I got other gigs. But you and I, this is all for us.




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