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Corona and fucking life

Everything is fucked up
Corona pandemic is everywhere and human life is in danger, I f wish I knew before about it's seriousness. We all are quarantined and locked up in our houses. Can not go out without a purpose and everything as you already know.
I'm worried when will I get the job? This is going to run for long at least till June July. Also after that I don't think situation will be under control. So cannot even think about job, cannot think of wedding, cannot think of going out for honeymoon or tour.
I and v are also fucked up. I don't think we are working out. He is freaked out about work n every problem which has not actually occured but he thinks that's gonna happen n he is worried. Which is bothering me now. We had a fight, he thinks I'm complaining. While I do but not to that extend that he said I taunt him which is not me at all. I told him how he has nothing to talk or why do I have to force him to talk to me. He come up with problems abt his life which is nothing present. I have 100 issues with my life job, house issues, money many but I dnt vent on him. His every day frustration is frustrating me now. We got into an argument where he was quite pissed off I know he won't call me. I want to see for how long. Last time he dint spoke for 5 days at last like everytime I had to call him and he acted all natural like nothing happened is it weird. How can all of sudden u all fine and say I don't call coz I don't wanted fight. That day i understood his ego is way bigger than love.
But this time I'll not call. I'm sort of getting clarity abt our relationship.
He is not clear abt wedding, job and nothing.
Things at home are like always abnormal specially dad, he had argument with me n sis, pregnant sis he agai asked er to get out of house coz of lockdown she cudnt. I don't know when things will change this has been going since so long....

God just bless
We soon will have a baby in our house m sk excited I'll b aunt yuhooo...
God bless us. Tc all