Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2020-04-16 19:02:08 (UTC)

'Cause I'm standing in the eye of the storm❤

Listening to: Hurricane - Theory of a Deadman
I should have known these walls would cave in
Should have never left my heart there on the line
'Cause when the shit hit the fan
All we ever had ended up lost in the fire
And now nothing's saved, nothing's caned
Was it all in vain?
'Cause I'm standing in the eye of the storm
And everything I've known is blowing away
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"She's an old soul with young eyes, a vintage heart and a beautiful mind" ~ Nicole Lyons
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Good Evening! 🌙
Overall good day, I got all of my today's to-do list done. Feels accomplished and kept my mind busy. Coming down off my cleaning high, my senses kicked in. It's part of my abilities. I sense something has happened or will happen. In this instance, I think has happened. I have a few ideas where it's coming from but I do not speak on them until I can confirm where. I never do.

They are saying there's a slight glimmer of the virus reaching its peak, gosh I hope so. I am focused on making some huge changes in my life to make the rest of my life the best of my life. One thing I have enjoyed about being homebound so much is the time I have had to focus on what's important and what I want from the rest of my life. I think a good amount of people took for granted the freedom we had. The lives we lived. So many complained about going to work (myself included) I took it for granted and now I am off work until things simmer. While I think it was needed. I will be glad to find the new normal for me. I have set higher goals, higher expectations for myself. I don't see myself taking for granted another moment in my life, even now while indoors. I will use every single day to prepare myself for a bigger, better come back.

I purged more of my closets today. I have 6 garbage bags between my closet and my daughters. I have so many clothes to donate to the women's shelter. I called them to see if they will accept the donations tomorrow. They know me well there. I donate several times a year. I also ordered some TP and a bunch of toiletries that should arrive this week too, to take there. I know now more than ever there's a demand at the women's shelter. I also cleaned out my food pantry. I have so much there we won't eat. I will drop them off at the food bank tomorrow too. I was reading how abuse in both women and children has reached a high here too due to the quarantine. It's sad. The shelters are filling up, breaks my heart. Coming from an abusive marriage in my past. I know the pain. I wish there was more I could do other than donate. Anyways, that's on my to-do tomorrow. I do not go to stores, I arrange grocery pickup at the stores. I am too nervous to go into stores being compromised with my asthma and low immune system. I pray this ends soon :(

Tonight? I already had my bath with my Lush Bath Bomb. So I will likely go lay in bed and do some reading or writing in my paper journal until I fall asleep. Off to do that now.

Goodnight! ❤


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