xdrix

me.
2020-02-18 01:28:54 (UTC)

A letter to my dad.

I miss you dad.
You were my everything, my rock, my joy. You were always so caring and amazing. I remember you would always help me when i was angry and you used to calm my nerves when i would scream and cry about stupid stuff. When i broke up with my ex and i was crying and crying you helped me feel better. I just hate that you didnt tell me you were sick, i wouldve checked up on you everyday, asking how you were. I wouldve been content with the fact that i was able to talk to you everyday before you died.
You died on my birthday, which isnt the best birthday gift, i hope you know that :(
But im just glad you had enough strength to at least call me and say happy birthday. I appreciate you so much for that. You were always so happy and i always ask myself why you?
Why did it have to be you? You didnt deserve it.
I always asked you, do you have coronavirus? Joking around, and you would say no and laugh it off.
Im sorry dad. This virus has ruined our lives. Everyone is crying, grieving. Im here suffering, i can barely get up from my bed. I cant eat anymore. It sucks that i cant even see you one last time.
I hope youre at peace now. I love you so much.




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