chae

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2020-04-15 01:38:27 (UTC)

so fucking irritated holy shit

9:38 pm
i feel so fucking annoyed right now. i dont even know where to begin on how annoyed i feel. i thought that i was the one who was really fucking insecure and needy but nope im wrong. my boyfriend is so much more needy than i am and i barely even wanna talk to him because i have shit to do and we literally talked about the face of being overwhelmed. he said he would leave me alone and not make me do things with him which is literally what i need atm because i just do not wanna talk to him or like spend time with him as shitty as that sounds.

i like him but i just wish he would leave me alone. its so annoying and it gets on my nerves when he wants to call and talk and shit like I HAVE STUFF TO DO. i cant fucking just spend time with you 24/7 and i get so stressed and annoyed but he just ugh. he tells me he understands and stuff but its so obvious that he doesnt because he always eventually ends up talking to me and i just i dont know what to do.

i already tried to break up with him and we ended up not doing so because we both got really sad and it was just really shitty. but like i just need a fucking break at the moment. im feeling so pissed and irritated right now. also its like if im just not that interested in talking, he alwasy ends up getting so moody and i hate it when were talking and hes saying shit about how "people always leave him" or how "everybody ends up hating him" like fuckign STOP.

it gets so annoying at one point. ugh. i dont even know what to do.

he asked me to call him and i asked him why because im literally doing shit and i think he knows that im fuckign jsut overwhelmed. and it just bothers me like idk if theres a rule on dating people and that if youre not single, you have to talk to them all the time but this is kind of why i told him like a few days ago that i wanted to break up with him even though i liked him because i know im not available for him 24/7 and i like to be alone at times. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i want to like punch something super hard right now


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