Time Flies

Tempis Fugit
2020-04-13 12:09:58 (UTC)

Loveless?

Spent Easter doing dishes, laundry feeding dogs etc, watching tv and on my phone... today I made plans to mop the floor. I lead a boring life truly.

I can tell she is trying to put the last few weeks behind her. Trying to be happy... but I haven’t forgotten and I have not forgiving or accepted. To do any of those I would have to agree to a plutonic relationship... and I don’t want that.

Last night I made a mistake though. I was saying goodnight to everyone and I kissed her on the lips and said goodnight... as soon as I did it I’m sure I had a shocked look on my face, I can’t hide such things. Then I went to my daughter and kissed her on the top of the head and told her I loved her. I didn’t say that to my wife.

Anyway, I hope today I do something productive... the other day I spent I. The attic rewiring electrical to move a security light. We had another car break in and I just go bat shit angry when that happens... last time I bought 3 more security cameras. I thought for sure we’d catch whoever this is white all the cameras... but no the fucker got away with out triggering the cameras! I’m just going to say it’s not that hard to fucking lock the car ! I can’t seem to get that across to either my wife or daughter. Their excuse... they had to go to the bathroom! Really? Is that the excuse? Bullshit. Lock the fucking doors!

On another better note. I am now Facebook friend with a friend I worked with 15 years ago. I really liked her as she was always real and honest and I trust her implicitly. She got married to her longtime girlfriend and just seems so damn at one with the world. Bet you thought is was something differtthan that! Ha. Nope she’s gay, always has been. Not an attraction between us. Just a love like a sibling. She’s a lot like my oldest sister who probably should have stayed swing that way. Just saying,..




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