Why does my brain wander off into the future??? Why can't I learn to just live in the present time. I feel like I'm always thinking about what will happen next instead of why did something happen right now. I feel like it's really hard to ask direct questions these days because a part of me likes the thrill of the chase but another part of me just doesn't have the energy to keep going along with something that I'm not knowing. Not sure if I'm making any sense, but I haven't been too good with my words lately. I have a lot to work on.