Maybe I am a loser who will be single forever. I know right now I am dealing with demons and that I am still young. But right now, I cannot imagine dating someone, moving on with my life, and leaving my mom alone. I hate thinking about her eating dinner alone and me not being there. I know someday I'll have to figure out my life, but...I'm not ready. I have to stay home and be with my mom. I'll have a limited social life and I accept that. But right now...in my opinion, it's worth having a limited social life and being here for my mom. Maybe someday, someone will understand and accept me for me. Night all.