Tuesday is the day I say goodbye to my father. The wake is set for 5-7. The people have been notified and we'll see who shows up. It is gonna be the first weekend without him in my life. I have always that someday my father and mother would die, but...I didn't wanna believe it. It sucks being without a father. I miss him so much. I cried a few times today. I had to pick up his cell phone and belongings. I also cried when I read the text message my sister sent to him. It hurts so much.