How much more
It seems like I can never do enough things correctly... Like any move I make is wrong any thought I think is wrong, it is getting harder to tell what is real and what is right.
Everything I do just hurts other people or myself. I have to choose everyday me or them, me or them. I always do what I think is best for others because what is best for me is not what is considered, "appropriate". I just want to be free of rules of how we should act on a day to day basis and how we should walk and talk and how are emotions should be. I am tired of being told how to think.
When will this be over? Will it ever go away? I don't know how much more of this drama I can take.