I am right now responsible for many people's lives and well-being. I am responsible for myself, my mother, and my father. I wish I had some assistance but I am trying to do my best. My father fell today and the rescue had to pick him up. I am just worried that my father is not doing what he should be, which is stressing my mother right now. I know I am not technically alone, but it does feel that way. Maybe God is sending me a message that I deserve to be caretakers instead of married. Anyway...night all.