frankie

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2020-02-17 00:41:32 (UTC)

linger

tonight i went to a show for the first time alone... it was really good honestly.. I felt so happy for a second.. seeing a band i really liked! But now i am having a constant breakdown because i started to tell vic about my dreams about dove and they started to get upset. i also asked them if they could hide my knife from me and they didn’t say anything.

they left to go hang out with that one guy and i wish i didn’t know anything about him i really don’t want to hear about it i don’t think being in this open type shit is working for me i’m so broken right now maybe i’m not emotionally available to be in a relationship right now but i’m so scared i’m starting to feel that way when we’ve made so many plans. we’ve been together for so long and we’re applying for an apartment and talking about when we get married and shit i don’t know what’s wrong with me i’m so fucked up.

I’m so so fucked up.




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