I hate it how in high school every school has that "perfect girl" the one that is always smiling, has the perfect grades, would never do drugs shit like that. Well, I am that "perfect girl" and I hate it. No matter what happens at home that morning everyone is expecting me to come to school with a smile on my face. I can't just go into the bathroom and Juul. The person that I date has to be a certain person it can't be the person that I really care for.