2020-02-12 04:51:25 (UTC)

I have the flu

I have the flu and I can't fall asleep for the life of me, which is not something you want especially when you are trying to heal from sickness

I kind of wish someone would knock me out
I fucking hate this
it feels like my lungs are faintly groaning with every breath I take

What's been making me feel better for some reason is imagining sticking needles in the areas the pain is most severe
I don't know how or why that is giving me some false sense of relief for the moments I imagine it
but it is