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2020-02-08 02:11:54 (UTC)

The air turned black all around me.

The air turned black all around me the day I held my father's hand as he died. I was scared because I never held someone's hand before when they died. Yet in the long run I'm glad I was able to say goodbye to my hero and father.
The air turned black all around me almost 5 years later when I made the choice to no longer have my aunt Carol as my payee. Two different events in my life but the very same feeling.
What is the message I'm supposed to be getting here? Is this something normal that happens in the lives of people?
I want to forget everything I have learned my whole life. I want to make this the beginning of a new understanding, a new dream.
The dream I will be living will be my creation. It is my perception of reality that I can change at any time. I have the power to create hell, and I have the power to create heaven. Why shouldn't I dream a different dream? I need to use my mind, imagination, and emotions to dream heaven.


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