yoongi

yoongi
2020-02-06 14:27:21 (UTC)

3rd Feb/4th

Tuesday - I cried because the social activity was too much. We were in a circle and I was okay last time. i was surrounded by people I really disliked. A turning point was when a very quiet girl was asked her favourite band. It was the same as mine so I felt a bit of jealousy and started to feel tears in my eyes so I looked behind trying to smile. I was being the last one chosen. I held the wool and then I just started to cry. My 'manager' walked with me out of the room and we walked to the bathroom for some tissues. Even though I'm in high school these things are still a struggle. Had new anxiety at 2:50pm

Wednesday - Read lots of manga. Showoff played the keyboard. Went to a stupid area for what felt like 5 hours. I go there everyday because I have to go. If not then I upset people. It's a 2 hour drive 2 hour stay kinda thing. Including heavy traffic.

The boy in my class is a complete jerk for insulting my interests in public. And the teachers always find excuses for bad behaviour. lmao I hate you too. He thinks he's the best with his knowledge about minecraft pewdiepie and logan paul. But he's rude and stupid. Rachel the quiet one - she likes him. But I am jealous of Rachel.

It has been cold the past 2 days. Really colder than usual. Rachel's new showoff friend lets call him Domanic. That's his name idc if he reads this. Who does he think he is with his green headphones and manga.

Playing simpsons and shrek songs at break? Everyone watches him stupid attention seeker. Lowlife wants to get to know Rachel. She talks less than me so why is he so rude to me I don't understand.




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