Imperfectly Perfect

My Secret Submission
2020-02-04 21:48:40 (UTC)

it is time

My friends are now back at home. I have spent the day cleaning up their home and removing baby things to storage and ripping down the crime scene tape. They will heal things won't be the same ever again but they will get easier. I hope they try to have another child they were such awesome parents and little man meant so much to each of them. I can't believe I will never see or hold him again. I am glad I kissed him and held him while he slept last time here was here. Those will be 3 hours I will never forget and will always be precious to me.
on another note I have decided to do a series of 30 day challenges I guess I am going to write them here so if anyone wants to do them with me they can. The first 30 days will be to RUN EVERYDAY! yes you guys I am going to run every day for 30 days. So my rules, there is only one this month and it is to run every day I am going to start at just 10 minutes a day up to running a full mile by the end of the 30 days. I plan to start on the 10th. which is a Monday. All my challenges wont be just fitness related they will also dive into food, mindfulness, organization and many other areas. As if I am not bust enough right? Well I need an outlet if I am honest I used to just have sex and submit to give me purpose that is beyond being a mom. I need to find me and I think doing theses 30 day changes will help me do just that. Soooooo yeah I need the release I have had to deal with too much and be strong for too many people for too long. It is time.




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