Writing

A diary
2020-02-01 10:33:10 (UTC)

Questions

I am wondering how one can come up with a great idea. I wish one day I could have a thought-provoking question that nobody has ever asked before. In fact, I have been asking many questions when working on my projects, but I have not tried to answer any of them. Perhaps, I just wondered for fun without giving a shit on it. I am wondering should I keep working on my previous project? I do not know. I just know that it is not important to me anymore. I know that my adviser wants me to finish it, but I do not do anything. It is a job that I have to make it done without any excitement. The questions are still there and need answers, but it is not worth to do right now. Today, I swam a lot, and I love the feeling I have while swimming. Like I said before, it is a state of meditation when one follows a unique flow in his head without distractions. I want to talk a lot about this feeling, and I want to get it back every single moment of my life from now on. Perhaps, that is the reason why many people want to be busy. They want to forget sadness, depressions by immersing themself to work. And the same to me, whenever there is only one brightest flow in my neural network, I know that I have to follow and immerse myself in the stream of thoughts. Swimming is also a way to immerse me into a stream of thought and water literally.




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