I am sorry I did not write yesterday...long story short...I worked 4-12 and was gonna update before work, but my father had some visitors, so I did not have a chance to write before work. But anyway...I became super sick last night and most of today. I learned my one true girl found another guy and he is better then me. So...she might be carrying his baby instead of her husband's. It makes me sick because I am back to nobody wanting me or loving me. I only ate lunch and dinner today. I almost skipped lunch, cause I was sad and hurt. I guess...nobody will ever love me. I dunno...anyway night all.