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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
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2020-01-22 18:30:28 (UTC)

All tangled in a mess

Listening to: Reminding me - Shawn Hook
Nights, I miss the faded nights
Staying out 'til morning light
Having breakfast in bed, oh
Now he, he's laying in the sheets
The ones you bought for me
All tangled in a mess
It should be you instead

"I am mine, before I am ever anyone else's" ~ In

Good Evening 🌙
Another good day, I am living for these! I hit the gym running at 5am. I did circuit for 45 minutes then hit the weights, squats planks, jump rope and some lower body weights. I am hitting,pushing over 200 lbs on legs, I've come a long way and feeling good about my strength again. I worked on my own today, put on music and just lost myself in it. Felt good, by the time I was done I was on my back panting and sweaty lol, sign of a good work out. I love my "me" time.

I came home, threw some laundry in, showered, seen my daughter off to school and ran some errands and completed some tasks I had to complete today. Knocked them all out early and had the rest of the day to relax. Felt good to get all that accomplished before early afternoon. I even managed to drop off some clothing donations to the women's shelter, I often donate clothes of mine and my daughter's, I also bought some female necessities and things like bathroom tissue and paper towel, they are always in need, I bought some shampoos and toothpaste, deodorant, brushes as well and took them in. It isn't much but it helps. They know me there now and thankfully I don't get too much scrutiny going in. I am glad they have the security there they do to protect the women there. I have come close to needing those resources once with my ex-husband. He was very abusive, I remember one night, setting myself up to go to a shelter as I had just endured a beating unlike any other. In moments after he had told me he was going to his parents to "cool off" before he did something he would regret, I thought really? worse than just now? my black eye? As soon as he left, I contacted my brothers and my property management and had the locks changed, police called. I took my life back that day. Never again would I allow that. I babbled, lol Anyways, that is why I donate, I want to help those in situations I been through. I wish I could do more.

I had a spiritual experience last night while I was falling asleep, the house was dark, my puppy in his crate and I felt something press down on the bed and felt a hand on my leg. I have had that happen before and I know not to react, it will end it, just listen, be open so I did.. I just felt the touch on my leg just lightly graze my leg in a caring way, I did not feel anything scary, more comforting, I kept my eyes closed, I wanted to feel more. I smelled baby powder and if anyone knows me, knows that's symbolic to me in my past. I must have drifted off because I felt myself wakened by the pressure closer to my upper body and smelled the baby powder even stronger, I swear I felt my hair move but I can't be certain. Then the smell faded and I opened my eyes, there was nothing, I felt sad but comforted. I drifted off a few moments later, thank you mom ❤

I think tomorrow I am going to go to the Crystals and Tarot store and buy myself some more crystals, I am looking to get a Moldavite Crystal, that crystal is a tektite, and a stone of intense frequency and high vibration. These natural green crystals are powerful aids to create transformation and are thought to be the stone known as "The Holy Grail Stone." The purpose of Moldavite is it helps to resolve blockages within the heart chakra. The moldavite can also be used to open up your third eye chakra, which can strengthen your psychic abilities. It also assists in helping us understand our own needs and emotions clearly. I have read so much on Moldavite and it seems incredible, I know a few people who use them and the story is there is an addiction to Moldavite once you have your hands on one, most people may feel a surge of energy vibrations throughout their bodies. They may even get a fluttering sensation in their chest. The body will take time to adjust to the moldavite's frequency and you may feel intense heat. This is called 'the moldavite flush' They say and warn to start with a small one. I am very excited to get one, I sat my crystals in the sunlight to recharge today. I usually always wear my rose quartz bracelet. Again I babble lol, I usually do on things I am passionate about, this is one lol

Tonight? Lush bath bomb and a nice glass of wine I think, puppy cuddles and binge watching tv, some of my shows recorded I need to watch, then I think bed early as gym calls early lol

Have a wonderful evening! ❤