Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2020-01-21 17:25:47 (UTC)

She's not as complicated as you may think..

Listening to: Better than Me - Hinder
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

"She's not as complicated as you might think, honesty goes a long way with her" ~ K.R.Cash

Good evening 🌙
I had the best day! Started off at the gym, I did some core and ended up kickboxing with my trainer and the bag, I kicked some serious a**! haha, I knocked Him over at one point. He said "there's the beast I remember" haha, feels so good to be back at my core strength. We worked a bit on increasing my weights, endurance. He said I should really consider CrossFit, I laughed, I don't think I am near that strength or capacity. I don't know, just something to keep in my mind. I may, someday lol I am just really happy to have decided to start focusing on my goals, my growth in every aspect of my life. ME time, for ME.

Before bed last night I read more on Ds, I am trying to get back into my growth in my submission. My Sir and I have talked about our relationship an I think the only thing needs improved on is, I am more a romantic, I am very romantic. I love cuddles and kissing and handholding and some PDA, He doesn't. He's not romantic, does not believe romance has a place in Ds. He is hardcore Dom, which I like. We are Ds, that is what brought us together, love grew from that, we do love one another, we are the best of friends but I do need to focus on staying in the "submissive lane"

Dug back into tarot today and did a reading for myself. I missed it, I use to have such a fear of the abilities I have, I use to believe I was a "witch" as it's what my mother called me, use to hurt me, confuse me because my grandmother (her mother) had abilities too, they just so happened to skip my mom. I embrace them now. Yes, it makes me unique but it's always lead me in the right path. It's helped me, help others. I have delved deeper into them in the last year and a half and I love how it's opened my 3rd eye to more I did not know I was capable of or never understood how to use or tap into them. I still have a ways to go and I am enjoying it.

After an amazing day, lots on my mind, I think I am just going to relax, take a long bubble bath and meditate.

Have a wonderful evening all ❤

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