I feel like everyone uses me. My friends only want something if it's money related. I have not seen my x-girl in about a month. I keep avoiding her because I know bad stuff would happen on my end. My x-x-girl, only wants to hangout and nothing else. I haven't seen much of my bestie, even though she misses me and keeps wanting to see me. I feel like...family is what I should focus on. I dunno. I am looking forward to Wednesday. Night all.