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Carrie notes
2020-01-20 01:27:25 (UTC)

Cleaning Up My Act

I have been trying to clean up my act and stay out of trouble with the law. I thought that if I started learning to play pinochle and hanging out with a few people from my building it would be fun. Little did I know the guy who came in to teach pinchole was going to hold my faults against me.
When I was going to pinochle the following happened:
1. People would complain about drama in their family.
2. Same person that complained about her family would bring in her grand kids and let them run rapid during pinochle.
3. Let's not forget that person who complains about her family and let's hergrand children run rapid flops all over the furniture in the community room.
4. The guy who teaches pinochle here in the building was dating someone else when he started a relationship with me and has accused me of being a player. Excuse me but no I'm not the player I was just fine and will continue to be just fine without a man in my life.
5. People at pinochle play on their phones during the card game and get away with it.
6. The guy who teaches pinochle walks into this building like he owns the place and acts as if he can say who can and can't come into the community room.
You know I get in trouble when I choose to be irresponsible and I pay the price for my actions. It really makes me mad that while I'm cleaning up my act I get blamed for others irresponsibleities.
No I'm not perfect but I'm the person who can make me happy. I don't need Facebook to hide behind, I won't sugar coat things, I'm true to the person I choose to be in a relationship with. If you wanted someone to take the blame for what happened at pinochle why didn't you just say so.
Instead you and one other person talked me into coming to learn pinochle. Then you talked me into learning about your church which I decided I wanted to get baptized into. If I would have thought for one minute I would regret wanting to learn to play pinochle I would have walked away.
But I now hurt because you don't know me for who I really am.
1. I choose to still claim your a nice guy.
2. I choose to want to be baptized in to the church you belong to.
3. I still want to be your friend .
The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect. It means I appreciate what I have been blessed with. I choose to be happy.
Heavenly Father,
Satan is doing all he can to keep me down. No I'm not perfect but I'm the person who can make me happy. I don't need Facebook to hide behind, I won't sugar coat things, I'm true to the person I choose to be in a relationship with. I have been trying to clean up my act and stay out of trouble with the law. I thought that if I started learning to play pinochle and hanging out with a few people from my building it would be fun. Little did I know the guy who came in to teach pinchole was going to hold my faults against me. If I would have thought for one minute I would regret wanting to learn to play pinochle I would have walked away.
The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect. It means I appreciate what I have been blessed with. I choose to be happy.
You are never surprised by what I have done. Why? You have always been beside me. You touch my heart in ways no man has.
Come what may my love and affection for you will remain unchanged. The greatest gift you have ever given me is a heart full of love for you.
As I come to the shore today I am grateful for the peace and calm of this moment where time stands still and I am able to share a few quite thoughts. The treasurer's of our heart searches for is found in the ocean of God's love. As I walk along the beach picking up shells, I see that each one has it's own special beauty... It's own unique pattern. Thank you Lord for embracing my shell weather I'm whole or broken.
My days are happier just because I have a friend like you. You make my world happier and more complete. Feel great to be able to count on your unsuspected affection and friendship.
You’re the type of friend that everyone should have: a friend like you makes everything easier! Your friendship brings me nothing but joy and satisfaction. Having you close by makes my days more pleasant and there’s nothing better than to always enjoy your happiness and good sense of humor!
In Jesus name,
Amen
How many times do we pay for one mistake? The answer is thousands of times. The human is the only animal that pays thousands of times for the same mistake. The rest of the animals pay once for a mistake they make. But not us. We have a powerful memory. We make a mistake we judge ourselves, we find ourselves guilty, and we punish ourselves. If justice exists, then that was enough; we don't need to do it again. But every time we remember, we judge ourselves again, we are guilty again, and we punish ourselves again, and again, and again.




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