Just so something of me is left, if something happens
I feel emotionally blank most of the time.
Even when I do feel anything it’s often fleeting and quick to pass. After that it feels like it never actually happened and I was just imagining feeling something.
I don’t know if there’s anything wrong with me. At the moment, I don’t really care. But I fake what I’m feeling a lot because it’s easier to pretend that I’m happy or content than to explain why I’m feeling so numb.
Maybe I’m just too used to people not caring about what I feel or have to say. Maybe I’m just a little shit. I don’t know.