Kat

Dawn
2020-01-14 20:28:52 (UTC)

Virginity

Hello it’s me again ^^

This is kinda gonna be nsfw stuff so I’m very sorry in advance ><

It’s kinda funny to see everyone around you start to lose their virginity.
When I was like 15 I was like « oh shit I need to loose it soon or else I won’t be cool »
But then I found my Bf and I couldn’t ask for a better partner to spend their first time with.
My friend is trying to get laid with her boyfriend but he has erectile difficulties so it’s difficult and frustrating for them.
My other friend has fuck friends where she spends time with them but there’s no love, just lust.
Then I have a sorta friend that is trying to get laid with a girl he just met online so... yikes.
Other wise I don’t really know anyone who has gotten laid before besides a few male friends and my Bff.

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I was looking around on Reddit and people said that their first time was bad and unenjoyable but I don’t know.. my first time will be something I will always remember in a positive way.
He was so shy and careful not to hurt me.
Since my hymen wasn’t broken it hurt a lot when he tried to go in so he stopped because he was afraid to hurt me.
It took us three times, on three different days before it was finally broken ^^’

Now he’s so much different.
We were able to open up and tell each other what we liked and what we didn’t like.
Im not going to lie.. I love being dominated in bed, and I kinda transformed this soft boy into a dominating man who pulls my hair and chokes me while telling me that he loves me... and I love it so much!

I don’t know if this is normal liking to be dominated ><
I’ve never been through like trauma or some weird experience but I just like the idea of belonging to somebody who loves me as much as I love him.
I just want to be his and only his..
I want him to call me his cumslut and push my head against the wall (I’m very sorry if this is weird ;-;)

But I only want this in bed. Outside of the bedroom he is a smart funny and caring person who would never hurt me intentionally.
If he ever starts to be a dick to me I will not stand for it. And he knows it.

I hate boys like that, who think that they own the entire world because of their looks or something.

Im just so lucky to have my Bf and I’m scared of the day we part ways... (I really hope it doesn’t happen)
Anyway that’s all for me! Good night!




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