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Random Thoughts
2020-01-09 18:41:25 (UTC)

Second major fight in the new place

Ugh. Here I am thinking James and I had a great day, and we're going to have a great night. He goes in the office to call his grandmother, and I, trying to joke with him, open the door, and won't leave the room and then he got pissy and we fought. Idk, Im just so tired of the BS. Any time I voice disdain over ANYTHING, its always well this is wrong and thats wrong with you, and if you don't like it, you can leave. Like always, wihthout fail, hell tell me if I dont like it I can just leave. Rather than be like yeah, I see where youre coming from, its just bye. Now I'm trying to decide whether its worth it to try and redeem the night and sit with him on the couch, or go watch tv in the bedroom, which is really more what I truly want to do at this point.

But one thing is for certain, I can't stay at the current level I am at with work. I either need more hours, or more pay, or I need to transfer to where I will get one or the other.




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