As days go by...I am becoming a very cold hearted individual. I am pushing my friends away, isolating, and being more focused on family and work. I declined to see a friend next Tuesday, same friend I passed on for Sunday. I don't want to spend my days off with anyone but my family right now. I mean, getting to the gym and work are all things that I have to do. But besides that...I really don't want a social life right now. I'm so not me....I even asked my girl if she was dating someone new...cause I'm jealous that she can't see me anymore and I guess I'm just stupid. I am becoming cold....