Elliott Nest

The Importance of Being Earnest...and Frank
2020-01-08 10:06:51 (UTC)

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So, we figured what the girls want for their combined birthday will cost a small fortune. Well, not really (1st world problem, yes but I'm not rich or from a family of means...just saying). Meaning we could and will afford it but you know, sacrifice and all that. But our kids know, and know they have to help around the hpuse extra, watch their attitudes and yada yada yada.

A good(??) thing about the heating up of a possible WW3 is that the DoD is more apt to spend cash that wasn't there before, ie at work a week or so ago it was all "no overtime!!!' but now it's "well, something came up so...yyyyeaaah." I'm not taking away anything from anymore or making light of what's going on, just saying the opportunity for me to do some overtime will come in handy ico paying for some family stuff....so if you think otherwise RELAX!

Nofap is still going strong, oh yeah enroute driving home some girl called but when I called back it was "wrong number" and I'm thinking maybe the Hispanic girl I messed with 4 years ago (I wrote about her) or something...then I told myself "OORRRR, it could be a wrong number...whatever it was I gotta take the emotion out of the equation and fuck it whatever, man."

Working out with a purpose is going good, strong. I think I need to find a (free) fitness site or something so I can record it all, not just on my 'notepad' on my phone. Small steps, I know but yeah it's something.

I keep thinking about the girl and the older female who work at the dog salon....it would just be too awkward if and when Wifey would take the dogs there if I fucked around with either of them. Look at me, talking like I'm Brad Pitt or something. I think that's my superpower; I'm so goofy and non- threatning that many girls write me off as "friendzone non-fuckable material" and I'm not mad. Sometimes it's good to be invisible like thatBut confidence is a motherfucker especially when I'm or anyone feels good about themselves, right? In reality, I'll never be more than 'some guy who brings dogs in for trimming and married but probably low-key likes them but" to them, and it's just as well.




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