Pleasantly Disturbed

Broken Glass Park
2020-01-03 12:00:45 (UTC)

Why Do I Have To Suppress Joy?

I tried to be positive in my last entry, but I'm at work now and I'm not feeling this at all. The slight beer buzz I have is probably keeping me from getting full-on angry, nonetheless... I feel like I hate people. They have to make some stupid comment about when I'm smiling and laughing. I feel like I have to hide happiness here, which, in a way is worse than suppressing rage. Suppressing rage for a short period of time, is healthy, until you can get it out in a healthy and maybe, even productive manner. Obviously, I can't get too hyper, I get that, but suppressing a small bit of joy? That just pissed me off. These people can go fuck themselves.

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