Melody Wright

One Strange Soul
2020-01-02 01:21:45 (UTC)

Nothing changes on new year's day

Today's goal: take down Christmas decorations
Music choice: U2
New Year's Day

The tree was boxed up and stored away before nine. I also got the outdoor lights taken care of before 5 PM.

I am still having some anxiety not being able to be on my phone, but it has given me time to think about things.
I now see why I really don't like my husband at the moment; the things I find interesting he calls stupid. He brought up sex and I brought this up to him; instead of considering that he has hurt my feelings, he went on to explain to me why my interests are stupid. Then he tried to tell me I called his knife and gun collecting stupid. I have never called it stupid. I have told him it's not an interest of mine; that's not the same thing.
He went to bed early because I told him he can be really mean to me. I feel bad but only because he's upset; what I said is true and I know he knows it.
I'm ending the evening curled up on the sofa with the dog and the cat. Not so bad.




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