I may not find a girl in 2020. My father may pass away. These are things in 2020, that I predict that are sadly out of my control. What I can control is what I plan to change about me. I plan to lose weight and focus on me. I can control that by eating better, exercising more, and avoiding negative people. I wish I had the power to have my father around for 50 more years and to find a new relationship, but only God controls those things. Anyway...night all.