from my heart
i hate my friend
i kind of hate my friend and when i hear things about her that arent good i cant help but love the fact that theres a greater reason to dislike her. my hate comes from my own jealousy / insecurity i think. i feel so replaced because of her and i like hanging out with her but sometimes i just hate her.
i hate her cause everytime i have a friend she ends up more close to them. i feel sad because i feel alone. i hate how she acts so soft and cutesy. i hate everything. how she acts dumb. to get attention from guys. or just the way she messages me to feel better with my sickness because it feels so fake
i feel miserable. really am trying not to cry at this cafe lol