I cried last night at the hotel. I cried because I was sad that I worked and wasn't able to be home. I cried because my mother is struggling and there's nothing I can do. I cried because I don't want to be a bad son, who works and has no time for family. I try so hard to be a good son and a respectful individual. But I never wanna disappoint my family. I wanted to text my mom that I love her and I am always here for her. But instead, I fell asleep crying. It was long emotionally draining day yesterday. And today, thankfully, I was home for dinner and to spend time with my family. Now...it's time for bed. Night all.